Thursday, August 24. 2006
Feeling other people's pain - a reader submission
Several days ago I received an email from a woman, Jackie, who described her experience with feeling where other people have pain or illness when she glides her hand around the person. Her abilities are natural to her, not developed, and she has a lot of questions, since she never learned about this. Read her story and my reply to her. I hope you find it interesting and inspiring. If you have some personal stories please share them. Here it is:
If I scan my hands about 2 or 3 inches over a persons body I can feel if they have pain or even illness. I can feel the intensity of any pain. If my hand feels like it's going to burn up then I deduce that the person has a tremendous amount of pain in that area. I can tell the shape and depth of the area.
If the person is ill and isn't aware, I usually get goose bumps, and feel nervous, and afraid when that happens. I start to feel ill myself. My first instinct is to leave or at least stand away from that particular person. I feel that I can't handle news like that especially if it's a friend or even a distant acquaintance.
If the person is a friend and this feeling overtakes me just to stand next to that person I then am compelled to let whatever words flow from my mouth come out. Sometimes I leave quickly and try to calm myself down. I really try to suppress the nervousness I have during and after. I can't get rid of the turmoil inside of me until I tell the person how I felt and what happened. Then I always feel so relieved and even smile that the message/news whatever it's called has been passed on to the right person.
I really need to know what this is and feel that perhaps I am supposed to do more with this gift but what? I am the biggest skeptic of my own gifts..therefore I challenge myself...any ideas
respectfully Jackie C.
Below is my answer to her:
Hello, Jackie.
What you describe is known to me. Not so personally, although I do remember that when I healed migraine from my wife once, using an energy healing technique, I felt my fingers ache a little with an unusual pain, a little bit like some current was passing through them. But I know from what I've learned that those whose gift at feeling others people's energy field is strong that they can feel the pain of others more vividly on themselves. The pain usually starts to feel at the fingers or the palm, depending on what you use for scanning. Then it can move up the hand and even get to the shoulder. I heard an advice lately to not let it pass above the elbow. Since you don't heal the person while you scan (as I understand from your mail), I'd advice you the following:
If your feeling of pain rises from the palm over your wrist, first try shaking your other hand, if it's free. Shake it like you're trying to get something off it. If this doesn't help, withdraw from your scanning and go and wash your hands with water up to elbows. Washing hands with water is recommended in most (if not all) energy healing systems I've studied. The water removes the energy that you collect on your hands. After washing the hands you should feel them "blank", without any pain, as it should be normally.
Again, what you describe is perfectly normal for someone with the ability to feel other people's pain and illness. And you're correct: it is possible to feel some illness even before the patient himself knows about it. That's one of the greatest things of energy diagnosis.
As to the fact that you're afraid to tell, I totally understand you. First, people might not believe. And if they do, they might not like it and actually start feeling even worse, because of fear of the disease, etc. You have to have a stronger belief in yourself first and then take the responsibility to tell others that they're sick before they know it. If you could heal it, then it would be easier as well.
Since you are already very sensitive I'd advice you to take some kind of an energy healing course. This will help you in several ways:
First, to get used to your ability and to see that it's normal and nothing to be afraid of. See it as a gift, actually.
Second, you can learn how to undo pain and illnesses using energy manipulation. I've studied such a course and although my abilities to sense don't seem to be as good as yours, I've been able to help people around me and to take away pain in different situations.
Sincerely,
Jacob.
Since then she also wrote me about her experience with helping her husband and taking away his pain using visualization while feeling the pain emanating from him.
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Btw Jacob, either my web browser can't read this page properly, or you need to adjust the border for your text. The first letter or two of every line is cut off.
Do you only know after you touch the muscle? If yes, than most probably it's your professional experience coming into play.
Maybe you also have good intuition that goes along with your professionalism.
About the bug. Thanks, it really was a bug in IE6 (I'm using Firefox mostly). Looking it up in google I found the resolution and now it's ok.
While I can tell from Jackie's story that I'm not as sensitive as she is, I too am puzzled as to how I acquired this gift with little to no practice.
Btw, I'm not an RMT. When it comes to detecting worn muscles, it's just an intuition that I picked up. You can feel what's best described as a knot.
I'm gald you're having some success with your feeling ability. You see, you only had to try this and you've already got some result. The problem is that most people never try.
Way to go, MD.
For some reason, if I feel extreme heat, a black image pops into my mind and I believe I can see the shape of the area with pain.
Actually; I am positive I see the image also I can tell how deep it is in the body. Anyone know what I mean?
I've been giving all of this a great deal of thought. I've only recently, realized that I've been 100% correct. That amazes me.
All these years and I never thought twice about; how often I was accurate!
Now I BELIEVE I HAVE this gift. I still am lost about what, if anything should I do next!
We don't have any groups about this subject in this area. How am I going to learn? Is it meant for me to heal? If so; then why is it I have no feelings in my right hand sometimes? Why is it that I have disc problems in my back and neck? Why do I have a thyroid that goes too fast? (this is recent) Why has my eyesight rapidly gotten worse? anyone reply...pleaseee!!!
I have been seeking answers for the past 6 years. Some of it had to do with karma connection of my parents. i have been trying to get this negative off of me for the past six months. My money has been blociked, my husband left me, I am a Minister and I tell you Its a different type of life. I have been asking for help to meet others who can heal and have great gifts, I also can be around someone and become them, the only differnce is that I get all their negative junk. i think I have gotten the negative coming off my back and now I have the Holy spirit removing it and I can feel blocks coming up. I also feel the blocks burst and air and sand is coming out. Its terriable.
I am trying to stay positive for as you know I cant be negative at all. The only problem is because of the negative I was drawing negative people and circustances to me. Any solutions. Is ther anything to do about removing all this negative ASAP??? I know about butting a shield over myself at least I know now. i also ground myself, now,
Does anyone know anything else I can do. I had this vibration on me which was really strong and boy i was even pu;;ing in entities. I had to remove them. It's not fun. i know I am a healer and I ahve strong psysic abilities, but this learning process is not fun. Any Idea about this sand and hot air energy. Now I have the ability to feel everything in the inside of my body. I cant see it but I can feel it.
I can read minds, and pick up others energy. Boy this traing is too much I don't know where it is leading me. But it sure is good to talk to people who will not think I am crazy.
I can feel cords and had to release them I had to do so much work along with the Holy Spirit I ask and he does the healing for me. Boy or Boy What will I end up being.????
Felecia
It does feel so crazy sometimes! I catch other peoples energy states 24/7. I have used EFT (emofree.com free manual on fast-acting techniques for clearing negativity) a lot and prayer a lot too:-) all peace possibilities explored! People who refuse to cry I sit next to them & in 5 minutes I'm crying and can't explain why to tear phobic next to me!! 'Becoming people', I also use this very phrase, sand, chords I feel it all in my body,also many other sensations. I will be honest and say that it is only when I pray/meditate/make music every day that I get real peace; morning especially I state that I wish only the good for all of life everywhere-this seems to hold back the role of my fears taking shape in negative reality.you can make people smile just by thinking it.may divine intelligence/ smiles/ peace/ love/ etc rule here now. You are now in service to the greater community, everything you feel, you save them from feeling.Its like you are a lightening conductor- you feel the sensation of the pain in their knee as it passes from being stuck to their knee to shared with you in order to escape(heal) through your connection to divine/peace/angel help.you are only a tool for angels to use, detatch from every moment as it comes .we have huge resposibility to keep our peace. you are already fully trained,you work mostly with the invisible unconscious parts of yourself,and you are a busy healer by what you say.get happy music or anything that can bring you back to peace moment to moment.basic stuff- balance excersise 20mins p/day drink water wet hands and face thanking for purification & you will feel it Always Give Thanks and you won't be thrown in over your head adopt an angel/fairy of courage only deal is you are thankful & all is yours
thanks
ken
There was another post that talked about this as well with some advice. See http://www.mind-energy.net/archives/134-How-to-protect-oneself-from-other-peoples-negative-energy-reader-asks.html
I have found that stones/gems help in lessening their impact on you. Sunstone is good, as are othe protective stones. Also, stones that raise your energy level(traditional ones like phenacyte, moldavite, azeztulite, etc.) help, or you can use your abilities to feel ones that would help you. There is a whole area to study here.
I also use quantum physics, with a personal bent, I use the affirmation, "Do not interact". There are protective exercises for healing your aura(Joe Smith's, "Psychic Vampires" book).
I will continue reading this blog, as I may be able to get help for myself. I have some good knowledge about stones(albeit expensive)about stones that help with this condition.
I also experience what I can only describe as a negative warming sick feeling energy followed by a head ache. The feeling stays with me for hours sometimes even when I am no longer by that person.
I am used to this by now of cores but am puzzled by what I experienced today. I work in a grocery store and was asked to guard one of the vomit accidents a customer’s child had spewed down several isles in the store. Though I had never even seen the child and stood far as I could away so I didn't have to smell it, I felt the sick energy sensations so strong it was as though I was holding the child myself. I immediately thought "that child is very sick". It has now been 6 hours since the incident and I am still experiencing, though mild, some of that sick energy. I am wondering if there are any references or books on such things. I would like to be able to help these people some how but have not been able to find anything so far.
To cut down on the back rub time I went right to the places and started to masage the area.
Jackie
here are some story's
my friend and I where riding our bikes and my friend
hit a rock and flow over his handle bards and broke his arm... as soon as I whet to help him I just tapped his solder and then I felt burning needle like pain in my arm that I touched him and I fall to the ground screaming in pain beside him. I felt as if my arm was broking!
story 2
my girl friend skipped school and whet to her friends and I sayed at school... in the middle of class I was talking to a friend when I got sick I got so sick so fast I was in tears... after a day or two my illness was over but I was sad and over a week or two I got sadder
until I was so deprasted I was rude to my friends.. then she told me that something was bugging her and she was up set over it her friend abused her i was feeling her disguise for the peson who had done that and later bet the **** out of them but I felt so disturber so alone before she told me that..
what is this??? What I'm a supposed with this problem or gift and can I expand on.... my power?
& i'm so glad i found this site, it explains everything im going through
I'm constantly avoiding doing my meditations... fearing this ability will increase or I won't be abe to put up with what I see or feel. I often fealt lost. Now I just think of it this way. There are so many bad things happening in the world. And if it is going to happen there is nothing I can do. It would have happened if I was alive or not. Of course I can pray for things to be OK. But in the end no use letting it destroy me.
But still though it effects me from time to time. Like long before something is going to happen I get all upset sometimes... my mood changes etc. But after it happens I feel a great big relief....
In the Sufi belief if you tell people your gift will be taken away. So that is what I did. In the past I knew what illness the person or animal had. But now that has kind of gone. thanks to my big mouth. lol. But I really wish that it would completely go away or at leat not harm me. I wish I could control it.
I think I wrote a little mumbled jumbled... but I hope you forgive me for that.
Take care... wherever and whoever you are.
I have prayed that God take away my gift as well...NOW I WANT UNDERSTAND WHY I HAVE this gift. and how can I help people.I HAVE ALWAYS WANTED to know if anybody was like me.BUT I HAVE NOT BEEN ABLE TO FIND ANYBODY .I am a Chirstian so I ASK THE CHURCH FOR HELP AND EVEN SOME OF THEM thought that I was crazy so I prayed to be just a normal saint. BUT I need answers, I have been able to help people with my gift.
I will tell you about a couple events of my life .I HAVE DREAMS ABOUT PEOPLE THAT when I TELL THEM it aways come true. I have visions that come true and one time I MET THIS GUY THAT I told him ALL about his life and that he had murdered people and never been caught. I HAVE TALK TO PEOPLE ABOUT CRIMINAL ACTS THEY HAVE DONE AND HOW THEY HAVE GOTTEN AWAY WITH IT. I HAVE TOLD PEOPLE ABOUT BRAIN TUMORS THEY HAD AND WHEN THEY WENT TO THE DOCTOR IT WAS TRUE , WHEN SOMEONE IS EVIL I CAN FEEL IT WHEN I TOUCH THERE HANDS .but that's just a little that I'LL SAY ABOUT ME .BUT I 'M GLAD TO KNOW I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE THAT IS DIFFERENT . ANYBODY THAT READ THIS AND CAN RELATE TO WHAT I AM SAYING EMAIL ME AT mark4amiracle@yahoo.com
You can read my answer on my blog http://healinghands-bonnie.blogspot.com/
Happy Healing,
Bonnie Adam
about 2 weeks ago i got the worst pain in my back. I couldnt even move..(which is very rare for me because i have such a high pain tolerance) i was overwhelmed by the pain and i knew that something was wrong. about and hour later i got a call saying that one of my best friends had fallen off a cliff and died. they said that he had injuries to his back and head. i've never been so freaked out in my life. i dont know why i have this gift or what i am supposed to do with it. is it good? is it bad?
And on a side note, recently i seem to have a knack for pretty well predicting moments and plays in baseball games- maybe thats just coincidence tho.
when someone is in pain, i see this as a gift
but also, people tell me my skin is too thin, i pick up mostly negative energy anyone can see a happy person as happy, if there are six people in
a room, and one is sad I pick up on it right away...sometimes my first thought is its me, i did something wrong, does anyone else feel that sometimes, i want to control my sensitivity but also like to be able to read others any help would be great!
the next coincidence were my "shin splints" or so i thought. a very close friend of mine had been going through a terrible ordeal, we were talking and he told me that he thinks the stress had been wearing on his legs, and that he carries his stress in his lower legs. he said that the pain had been so bad he could not sleep - it was the exact pain that i had been feeling. he also lives 1000 mi away from me. and my 3rd and most recent occurence is this bone-chilling cold that i felt for about 5 hours, i was so cold that i couldn't move. i spoke with my best friend and she was explaining to me about how her desk was moved next to the front door of her small office. this particular day, they were moving in new equipment, and it was 30 degrees outside, so she was freezing all morning. this might not sound like a big deal, but everyone else in my office building was extrememly warm that day, and i was bundled up and could hardly move i was soooo cold. she also lives 1500 mi away.
what???why???how???help???
I notice everyone's gift is a bit different, but it's always in the same direction.
I have something in the same genre. I've had it my whole life and it's only growing stronger. I don't have it with strangers, only with people I get to know a bit.
I feel their pain, I don't feel physical pain from others just the emotional pain like a broken hart frome a girl who's boyfriend left her, or when you have financial problems, the worries can make you feel pain in your hart.
That's wat I feel, so basically when people I know have hartpains or sorrows I feel it in my hart as hard as they feel the pain in their hart themselves.
I've always wanted to be able to take their pain away even if it was just for a short moment, a moment they can rest, breath freely so they can forget their sorrows. That only happend once not so long ago, I was talking to someone with a lot of pain, supporting an compfort her, suddenly I felt all the pain vanishing into thin air. She told me afterwards that she felt it to, she said:
"Thanks for the chat, there was a moment I felled good again, since half a year that was the first time I actually felt real happiness again".
I guess that's the next step of development of my ability. I would like to develop this gift so that I can do this every time I can. Are there any sites that can guide me?
I've talked to my friends about this, but they've just told me that it's just that I am very observant and I can tell how they feel by their emotions... but it's more than that. In the past few months, it's as if I am becoming even more aware. As if I am feeling exactly what a person is going through, if not to the extreme.
Yesterday, I was on AIM and looked at a person's screen name that I rarely talk to. Just by looking at their screen-name I became very angry, but in a confused way. I didn't know what was happening to me. I sent a message to the person and asked them how their day was. They told me that their day had not been very good. They had found out that morning that a very close friend of theirs had been killed in a car accident. The feelings that I had felt were exactly as if I had lost a very close friend in a car accident.
Today, I am still feeling these feelings. I don't know what is happening. I am not close to the person that I talked to, and do not even know their lost friend.
That's how I found this site. Everything you want to know is online, lol. Anyone have any knowledge of things like this?
I myself pick up on people pains I don't know why I just do so ALL I can say is we can keep in touch with one another and try to find out together
Anyway I thought I was a freak but I beleive that God has plans for some people and for others he has gifts. I dont understand them but oh well. I have been able to help various peopls, some without knowing them, just by knowing of them by others comments to me.
Well if anyone has this "Gift" please let me know how you channel that energy into something positive, or at least how do you control the energy. Also how can I build resistance to certain problems so that It doesnt take that long for me to recuperate from the pain.
thanks
ranisen@hotmail.com
"this isnt mine and I release it out into the earth " imagining a cord running through me and into the earth - it took several hours but eventually it went away. Weeks later I saw my cousin and he said to me " I dont know what
happened when you saw my dad but hes been pain free for several weeks "
Then next time I went to the hospital it started to happen as soon as I entered the building...
I dont ask for it to happen - it just does. An energy exchange occurs really fast -
I think we just become a channel for the energy to flow and be released - yet it can cause me to be really umcomfortable and even at times makes me think Im having physical issues of my own - like Im not sure whos pain it really is???
Makes me realize how connected we all are.
Now I work as a paramedic and I am better able to keep the pain out of my body - but lately something is happening again and its starting to really get intense for me. Its making me look again at my healing abilities and ask for help from the higher ups...
Jesus was a healer - I ask him for advice...
C.
I have experiences similar to yours. I feel the sickness of those souls that I am close to. The frustration in this is that I feel sick alot of the time! I have kids so you can imagine how many days I am under the weather especially in the Winter months. I am working on a technique that I discussed with my Natural Docter that I ground myself then bring the energy from the Earths core up into my body clearing and opening my chakras and then have it come up, out and fall around my body as a filter to allow me to accept the energy that I want or need. This method is not cataloging anything as negative that comes to us since we are ALL connected. It simply recognizes it and subconsciencely takes or allows in what is beneficial. My experience shows that I do not take the pain or sickness away from my loved ones but merely share in the pain and miserybwith them. There is no need for me to do that and essentially it makes it harder for me to care for them because I feel sick and tired also. I am merits ing when I first wake to implement this. Baby steps right? We are all here to hurt, feel, grow, love and help one another. God Bless you all! Melissa
I still haven't found the answer as to how to control all this energy thing
going on. I really do not know what to do. I've done some research online
but haven't been able to come across anything satisfying. How do you protect
yourself from negative energy and sicknesses that you feel or sometimes get
from others? How can you protect yourself from being depressed when you know
something is going wrong? How can you protect yourself from all the uncomfortable
sticky and (forgive me for saying this) yucky energy that is radiated from others in public places?
Has anyone found a solution for this? I'd really want to know.
to sleep then i can look at somebody making them tired
and they end up going to sleep. I have back pain, extremely tense muscles from head to toe and for the last few yrs evrybody i've come in contact with has expirenced some kind of pain or headaches just beng around me. I'm a quite person who doesn't start trouble just in alot of pain. I can feel other ppl's pain but tend to ignore it cause of my own pain. Everytime i'm alone with someone they have a tendency to start telling me their problems, pain, or troubles in life as if i was sapsose to help them somehow. As much as i want to i don't know how. Can anybody help me understand or tell me whats going on?
i often wonder if i am just connecting things that arnt connected or if i have a ablity to feel others pain and know things about them. what do you guys think? my mother also thinks that she is phycic. whenever i tell her these storys she becomes very happy.
describing. email me if you still need advice or have questions.
Also, how old were you when you developed this, and what
was going on in your life around that time?
armando_ginoboli20@yahoo.com
My life has not been an easy one and because of that I have spent countless hours in therapy thinking there is something wrong with me. I even started my Psychology Degree knowing that I can help others because of my heightened sensitivity..I can feel others pain, their pain saddens me DEEPLY! I take on their facial expressions and sometimes their situation is felt by me for days.
I cant stand to be around people that are negative because of the way it makes me feel inside (I know that's wrong but my stomach gets all upset and I get headaches...its a very stressful situation) Even though it bothers me I am always willing to help until I get to that point of extreme sickness. For example:
My girlfriend loves the attention that she receives from her being unhealthy... One day she wanted me to take her to the hospital because she claimed to have a migraine (don't ask me how but I KNEW she wasn't sick). By the time we got to the hospital I think I felt sicker then her (she was texting people and talking on her cell phone)I was there for hours while she "played" sick laying there in the hospital bed texting, talking on the phone and watching TV. I was sick to my stomach and was felt like I was starting to come down with a migraine! I had to leave so I went home. That may have just been a stressful situation but the thing is that I was feeling sick long before it was getting stressful.
My last therapist told me to always follow my gut feelings because she felt that I had a good instinct when it came the the feelings. I feel sick to my stomach when I feel like someone is not genuine. Certain situations I feel just fine while in others I feel sick.
I have such a hard time explaining it because I dont understand it... When I talked to my therapist I asked her if I was just being paranoid... She assured me that I am not and that I just had to pay attention to my instincts.
I still question sometimes if I am just crazy or just different.
My hands extremely hot, instincts are always right on, the sickness that I feel around negativity, extreme feelings of sadness when others are sad...
is there something there?
You may not be still on this site, but if you are I'd love to talk more about this.
I don't know what to do about it, I'm glad I found this site.. Perhaps someone can help me out.. I have other abilities too but they wouldn't fit in with everything else here. I just want to know how long this is going to be happening... I get kept up all night wondering.. Feeling pain and sick etc etc all the time.
After afew days it catches up and I crash out.. There is no one I can talk to about this cos they would all say I was insane and that it was in my head.. If anyone may have a similar experience..?
iangie@live.com
Sometimes people open up their spirits to portals that lead to the demonic..Lets hope thats not u!! You cant touch everybody. if u touch a person and u are not pure in ur spirit, u will recieve an impartation of what that person has and u can be effected by the illness.. but if u are not touching them and yet u feel what they feel, this is a form of disernment... this happens to me so i get consecrated and in the the word of God(bible study) and (deep prayer) so that God can give me a revelation of why this is happening(this happened to me to day...(funny cus my hand is still hurting, but i realized i touch a co-workers right hand 2day..and after that my hand stated to hurt..but when i touched her i had a deep deep desire to pray)(not only that there was a customer that made me so depressed and weary in my spirit, and i felt like i couldnt breath. like i had TB or lung problems every time she came around me.. i had to run way from her jus to cough..)(i know god wants me to tell it so u to can know and understand what ur purpose is in life..and that is to follow jesus ..only he had the answers..
so seek his face..run after him and he will help u!!(he helps me all the time.)(my father and mother were pasters of a church and now its my turn to do Gods work. take up ur cross and follow Jesus)
[Luke 9:23 (King James Version)
23And he said to them all, If any man will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross daily, and follow me.
]...I am an esthetician so i touch people all the time.. and i know that it is the power of Jesus christ that keeps them coming back to me... I cant heal but it is the power of the holy spirit that is in me that heals people.. we are not our own. we are bought with a price..
1 corinthians 6:20 kj version bible,Please read this bible verse! only the creator can help u. people cant... next time u feel this way again.. Start praying to jesus! and he will make it better!
MY DISERNMENT HAS GOTTEN SO STRONG IN THE LORD TO THE POINT WHERE.. WHEN I MEET NEW PEOPLE OR GET INTO A NEW RELATIONSHIP.. GOD TELLS ME THE SECRETS OF THE PERSONS PAST....WHEN I ASK IT IS ALWAYS TRUE EVEN AFTER THEY DENY THE FIRST COUPLE OF TIMES.. THE 3RD TIME I ASKE WHEN GOD TELLS ME TO AND YES THE PERSON WAS EITHER MARRIED.. OR ON DRUGS ..... DISERNMENT.. DONT LET UR DISRNMENT BE TAINTED BY SATAN... IF GOD AINT IN IT .. U NEED TO WORRY...
MOREOVER, I DISCOVERD THAT I WAS FEELING ANXIETY BECAUSE I HAD A STRONG DISERNMENT TO FEEL WHAT PEOPLE FELT.. AND SOMETIME I KNOW PEOPLES THOUGHTS..I KNOW WHEN SOMETHIN BAD IS GONNA HAPPEN...BUT WITH JESUS HELP I HAVE FULL CONTROL OVER IT... AND U CAN TO...)READ{Act 1:8-} 8But ye shall receive power, after that the Holy Ghost is come upon you: and ye shall be witnesses unto me both in Jerusalem, and in all Judaea, and in Samaria, and unto the uttermost part of the earth.
(I THANK GOD FOR FILLING ME WITH HIS HOLY SPIRIT.. WITH OUT IT I WOULD BE LOST AND CONFUSED) ASK JESUS CHRIST FOR DELIVERANCE AND HE WILL MAKE IT BETTER...
Yes the bible truly works. I've recently been seperated and started reading the bible. As I started Genesis and read on for the next hour and a half I could feel my body as it "filled" with the holy spirit. My wife saw me and she say the glow on my face--she said "what have you been doing?".."reading the bible", I said. People that didn't know me, or would normally frown as they saw me when I walked by because inevitably I was carrying other people's energy along with my own, would smile as they walked past me. Some would even do a double take because there was something really positive in me.
AS I give massages and start to feel where the pain is in people's body, I begin to understand that not all pain begins in the physical realm but can be a manifestation of the spirit and those that are out of alignment are also out of alignment. Maybe a little simplistic, but I just wanted to share my expereince.
This paradoxical gift has made me question so much, but like I've learned what marriage is really about, sometimes I feel like these truths are revealed so that I may be able to give more focused prayer to someone that may need it. In Carolyn Myss' book, Invisible miracles, it reads of conducting prayer and miracles on people without them knowing about. In a way, it's sort of like being an angel on Earth. The gift isn't that I can feel, but that I can pray for others in a very powerful way. I really feel that God wants us to be closer to Him, and that if I am able to help bridge that connection, then okay, but I just ask for the strength to be able to do what is asked of me.
I cannot say however that I am always operating from a higher plane, and sometimes when I give massages, it friggin hurts my hands. Not because of fatigue, but the energy. I will even harness Chi prior to, if the block on the body is bad enough. Once it has been released then there is this normalcy to the body, and it will adjust back into alignment. That is not always the case but generally where there are knots, there is a pain emanating from that location--like a burn from a muscle.
I once did a massage and felt an intense sadness from that spot. I asked her how she got that pain, and it was from a painful event and it was stored in the muscles. My next thougts go like this- if people would practice letting go of painful memories/events, then maybe they might be able to release some of what they are holding onto in their bodies..in essence--they will look younger..Are tears the fountain of youth?
It's good to hear that I'm not alone on this one, and that it is something that is natural and not weird. Thank you Lord for your Love and for giving me the opportunity to serve you.
AMen.
Thank you Gilbert
In my experience, when I'm near a feverish person I usually feel the fever, the dizziness, and as if staying near that person makes you feel heavy a few minutes after.. As such, hospitals sometimes sucks the energy out of me.. But when I move away from the source of sickness, I immediately feel better just as fast..
The experiences of many here seem much more intense and I would like to know if what I'm feeling is somewhat the same albeit weaker..
It's not that I don't like what I'm feeling, I'm just wondering if I can develop this more and turn it into something..
a friend sitting next to me with dried up eyes from his contacts i could feel
it then later he mentions it and when he went away the pain in my eyes
stopped. While another guy at church I felt his cold and sour neck and the
pressure on his forehead my nose started dripping and throat felt all like
I was getting sick myself. I step outside to blow my nose and wash my
hands and all that just suddenly went away. But another case was when
a girl at my church fell down during a big mass of a speech about the holy
spirit. she was the only one to fall but when she fell I also fell at the same
time but oddly enough this wasn't like the times I fell down during my first
few times receiving the holy spirit in my life.
Another time I don't know if same gift or not one girl at my church wanted
so badly to talk to our pastor and or the group about something i sense
it was allot of trouble and pain. Pain I once been through myself before
many years ago. She didn't say anything till the next morning during
our morning prayers about this girl. I knew it had to dealt with suicidal
thoughts and extreme loneliness feelings and that the girl feels as if
she should go into the circular world to confirt herself and I felt that.
But when The girl that knew of this spoken out about the other girl's situation.
I was like shocked How did i know this and how did i feel this?
Then when she spoken i fell down knowing of the other girls pain prayed and
prayed in tongues off and on crying in deep heart and suffering of suicidal and lonely
thoughts not my own thoughts at all but the girls and infact I knew
who that girl was I didn't even have to ask as the concern girl kept
that secret identity of the person who was hurt.
A pastor that visited my church gave me a prophesy an it was about me
gaining allot of spiritual gifts. It seems as if it has been coming true.
Yet I don't know how to use them to help others at my church as their
arrogance and ignorance knows no boundaries even when the pastor
talks about spiritual gifts and knowing that I'm developing it from what
the other pastor told him. I made a few mistakes trying to tell the persons
what i feel and what not and I haven't done it in prayer all the time but in
some instances when I could do it during prayer time. But my fellow church
members don't understand what I'm going through and how I know so much
about them and sometimes their whole lives what ever god reveals to me
about them. Their hurts pain suffering and sometimes their worse sins that
they keep secret from others and personal. I haven't really told anyone of
their worse sins directly but I hint it out someway some how eventually witch
would only shock them completely. My pastor says I'm abusing the gift but
yet I feel it's his fault for not guiding me until a uproar of complaints happened.
Infact I knew when they where talking bad about me on one night at the
church. I wasn't even there at all I didn't
even have to ask anyone. I just confronted the group members and told them
exactly what I knew because of what I felt that night the next morning.
They where shocked that I did know about them talking bad about me and
everything they where talking about me about. I did tell one of them that."
The gifts that I have been given was prophesied By another Pastor that I'll
use it to help the church
and friends but I'll go through some hardships and challenges there on and
there forth. I even told one of them nicely I know you was selfish as he stated
and i know why because what's going on in my life the change that has been
put upon me and I'm like a child learning all this through baby steps and trying
to find guidance upon what may lay forth upon my life. I only want to use what
god given me to help others not to harm them. But I know that people fear
spiritual people as because allot of them don't truly understand the gifts of the
holy spirit even if the pastor preaches about it he doesn't truly understand it
himself totally as he is also just experiencing the holy spirit himself. I do pray
to god why theses gifts and if I have theses can I heal also? As to me
that wont make sense and I need advice in how to go about healing others
as I know I have a few times but I want to learn how to strengthen that so
I may further help thoughs in my church.
I can't always dectect others pain, but I've healed my boyfriends headaches. Not really healed, more like stole it. I can't feel it traveling through me while I make a suction cup like movement over the painful area, but when he stops hurting, I get the headache.
Is there a way to dispell it without taking it?
I can't tel if I'm just really good at playing mind games with myself or if I'm crazy, but I often think way too far ahead in situations, often preventing me from saying or doing anything at a spur of the moment. I feel like I've lost myself and have. A huge issue with being able to look people in their eyes without me analyzing their thought and throwing their own mind off, or vice versa. I used to be able t hld well rounded conversation with confidence and great eye contact but now I just feel the energy and its like I'm afraid to look cocky or be judged.
It really affec,ts my life because its hard to make friends when I feel like our conversations are predictable and I'm unale to have a first reaction instead of an attitude like "I knew ud say or do that".
Am I just crazy?
I also fel like I want to help others and I feel their pain and I see this All the time... its like, I internalize their pain and take it as my own, and I litraly se it being lifted off heir shoulders, HOW can I keep a barier or release this energy that I collect? I jut want to be balanced and be able to be onfident in eye contact and conversations!!!! Thank you for your time. Xo
We are all 'psychic' and it shows up in varying forms. Some see spirit, some hear, some feel and so on and so forth. All of you are healers, and the key to being able to dispel the 'negative ' enrrgy is love and care for yourself. When you realise your perfection within you will view everyone around you with perfection. You can effortlessly move through your day consciously sending healing energy without absorbing what you take from others. For those who are new to this i suggest looking up the merkaba protection it will help you form absorbing negative energy. Crystals will also help. Always trust your intuition it is the navigation system of life. If any of you would like some further advice on protection, energy exchange, spirit connections etc please feel free to email me at earthmotherenergy@gmail.com
And everything you are experiencing is perfectly normal so please do not allow yourself to think otherwise, the mind looks outside whilst the heart looks from within.
Namaste
It does have its uses. I can feel when my gf is ovulating which is handy although we haven't started having kids but the neatest trick with it is that I 'read' people by touch as in handshakes tell me anything I need to know about their personality / demeanour especially if they are lying. The best of all is that my left hand is best for detecting. Nothing strange in that you say except for the fact that as a baby I was burned from the elbow down and have very few nerves left in that hand so the fact that its so sensitive seems to suggest something else other than physical touch.
Last thing of note is that once I came in contact with someone of the same gift (without realising). There was a feedback loop between us that was weird to say the least. I do think its only one way traffic though as I don't think I can heal anyone but as a CT scanner come human polygraph its still a useful gift
As you know im a very strong christian, and im very connected with jesus, Over the summer i used to be able to see Black figures appear as if they were to try and attack me, then they dissapear, like if they were fought by angels, 1 morning i saw Jesus's Holy ghost, i didnt get to see his face or body, but i knew i saw his White coat float infront of my bedroom,t hen goes away 15 seconds later!
But then one Day 2-3 weeks ago, While watching TV, I felt my Heart ache, as if jesus was sending me some sort of energy, really obviously, all i asked was for 2 things last year, and i opened it somehow? :-/
I ended up crying aswell out of no where. "now heres the interesting part"
I kept telling my best friend, and my moms friend karen "which she is a christian aswell" about this, I kept feeling something big is happening after the summer?
Im also able to Feel what the person is feeling, with only looking at them, and i feel the energy flow through me! dont ask me how! i just picked it up last year! While i was being teased by bullies, and Fake friends! But i figured out who those were by using my ability, so i stopped talking to them! Anytime i get the chance to use my power, i use it on a new pesron i havent met... But i do it quietly.
Is this even possible? just standing there focusing on them? and i can feel them? I can even feel whats wrong, or if they are hurt on the inside.
Well heres even the most weirdest part of alll, ok 2nd most weirded!
when i was in 3rd period "world history" HS, I felt something attack me! i knew who it was, it was most likely either satan or a demon, I ended up sad and mad for no reason, took like 1-2 hours for my sadness/ pain goes away!
And this past friday, my story was correct, this year is the year that big things are happening, im getting a new girlfriend, im a A,B honoroll student at school, and alot of the students respect me now! I cant find anything fake bout them anymore, but i can still use my power to feel the Energy of a person "wedther they are sad, angry inside, but showing happy outside,Hurt,broken heart"
I was able to channel this girls energy yesterday, and i could tell her heart was broken, and apparently thats the one who is becoming my girlfriend... Tommorow im going to use my power to see if i can get a better reading, so i can ask her, and cheer her up!
This is all 'normal' as we are all awakening to our more sensitive selves. But be careful what you make yourself available to. Start making a very clear intention that you want to have guidance only from sources of the light and speak it or think it with conviction. Be strong and firm with 'energy'. Otherwise you are easy prey to lots of energy that is hanging around just waiting for an ability to enter. A lot of energy just wants to mess around a bit and confuse. Start learning about how important it is to 'intend' how you want your life to be for you do indeed create your own reality, all the time! (Abrahma Teachings offer great info about this for beginners as well.) You are in control. Get used to thinking that way while you are learning. Ask for help, your higher guidance, which everyone has, and learn to listen to the signs/answers. You can google about signs of intuition and how they come to you. Example could be that you hear about the same book 3 times in one day or week. The trick is to listen and act on those signs otherwise don't bother asking. You have to get used to getting answers in many subtle ways. There is nothing wrong with any of you. There is everything right with you. But you need to start learning. There is tons of material out there. Good luck!
Thank you
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